Mya turned 11 two weeks ago, and I keep looking at her thinking how are you getting so old?! And how am I supposed to teach you everything you need to know before you move out in 7 years!?!? Our kids live in a fairly big bubble, meaning we avoid most technology and still prefer to be together than be with anyone else. I have absolutely no idea how to teach her about life, but I assume time will shake those things out, and new experiences will give us the opportunity to help her understand things more.
Mya is still the most beautiful, complicated soul I have ever known. I created this beautiful masterpiece of a person, and every day I try to understand my creation a little bit more. Sometimes I do; sometimes I fail. As a mother, I feel so much when it comes to Mya. I am not an oldest child, and therefore, I feel at a loss of how to relate to her from time to time. I feel like we have tried to give her every opportunity to try new things, and yet she often complains it's not enough. I make so many missteps with her; I don't mean to of course, but it happens more than I'd like. We fight, and I hate fighting with her. No one wins when we fight. We both feel crummy and end up working our way back to each other begrudgingly until we work things out.
I love her so much. She is a mystery to me, and yet I feel like I know her to her core. I want so much for her. I know she can achieve so much, but I just need to get to a place where she can find those things for herself--me pushing her is not the best. I was so happy when she asked for a s'more birthday party. I hope she felt loved because she is.
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