While I have been incredibly grumpy for reasons I can't really explain nor want to, Mya has been my little comfort this week. She has been sweet, cuddly and sassy. I can't tell you how many times she has made me smile when I really wasn't in the mood to smile. I know...I know...Tim always asks me how I could want to stay grumpy or mad...but I can't really explain it. Sometimes I am just not in the mood to smile. However, Mya changes my attitude on most occasions (unless she hits me in the face...and that just adds to my irritations). I love this little girl. I love when she comes from behind and gives me a hug and says, "Hug. Hug." I crave the sound of "Amo mommy." I must see her dance at least once a day. I laugh each time she says, "Thank you one." (She loves the number one and adds it to the end of thank you each time. I proudly respond, "You're welcome one.") I love bath time with Mya. We splash and pour water all over the ground and me, and for some reason, I don't mind the mess.
I have said this before, and I will say it again. Motherhood did not and has not come naturally. I admire natural mothers, especially the ones I am well acquainted with. They teach me constantly and remind me that motherhood is different with each person. Mya has helped me love more than I thought I could. Want to pull my hair out more than I ever have. Laugh every single day. And she is constantly helping me stay young. I must also admit that Tim makes me a better parent every day. Since Mya joined our family, Tim has become a fashionista, a hair stylist, a manicurist, a constant chef, and a real live horsey. I admire him. I need him. I love him.
Enjoy the following pictures of our little stinker. Rusty, Whit and Avey came in town on Thursday. Their visit boosted my spirits for at least another month. I still miss them everyday. I was able to catch some cute pictures of our girls even though the lighting was awful. I tried.
Oh! That is so adorable. I love you one. Thank you one! It's just precious. I hope that your irritations subside. We all have those weeks. Fill me in if you want. Write me or call any time.
ReplyDeleteMotherhood has never felt natural for me either. However, I have learned things from it I couldn't have learned any other way. It's awesome, it's hard, it's rewarding...it's a work in progress :). Thanks for your honesty here. I love it when people just keep it real.
ReplyDeleteDoes she shake her head back and forth when she clenches her fists? So, cute. I too, am grateful for all that my kids teach me each day.
ReplyDeleteThe clenched fists/shaking body is actually just Mya trying to smile .... really hard.
ReplyDeleteMya is so adorable!! You have such a cute family!!
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